I’m ignoring the top left circle in this diagram for a little while

and I’m not even gonna front; it’s really nice. 

Reblogged from freedom fighter.

Now don’t worry. I’m not saying I’ve sworn off love forever and will never look again. I’m not saying I’m done with relationships or [once I enter the real world in a concerningly short period of time] dating either. I’m just saying that right now I’ve found a happy balance with the rest of my life by putting more time into focusing on the bottom circle, and ignoring the top left without neglecting the top right. I’m learning a lot about myself and redefining what I think is or isn’t okay, which hey, is what this whole development in college thing is all about. I want to spend time making sure that the people who matter to me won’t disappear from my life after graduation this time around. I’m also having fun exploring my sexuality and my nature as a sexual being. And school is generally going well and I feel way less stressed than I’d previously have expected this year would feel. So…I’ve changed a lot over the course of this semester. But don’t be alarmed or concerned. Don’t think I’m secretly depressed and just passively letting things happen to me. I’m actually doing hella good.


About alaiyo0685

I'm a kind of quirky, pretty stubborn, way too opinionated, twenty-something, intellectual, introspective, queer, Black, female, in a polyamorous relationship, and this is where I try to figure out my life.

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