What I’m going through right now has come and gone and come back and gone again over the course of the past few years of my life. I remember this feeling. In that way it is almost a comfortable pervasive discomfort. I’m increasingly getting the sense that it might not be permanently fixable. That…scares me. I know that part of my issue is around expectation (mis)management, but still the end of this little passage feels harsh to me. Am I making myself miserable? And if so, how do I stop?